Absorbed in work
I love the feeling of being absorbed in my work — the feeling of waking up each morning anxious to record and share my thoughts. For me, there is nothing more satisfying than being focused on a singular thought and expanding it to fill my mind with its completeness. I find beauty in the clarity of a complete and perfect thought — a thought that allows no room for misinterpretation.
My thoughts give me a direction for the day and I repeat them often throughout the day like a mantra. They grow in intensity in my mind and in their insistence on being made public. I record them on my phone when I’m out and in my journal when I’m home and many of them become my next blog post. Some become poems or short stories.
I’ve learned to let go of negative thinking and direct my thoughts to the positive. It’s like a whole new world out here and I love it. It feels like a rebirth, and documenting my thoughts on this blog gives them validity and a life outside my mind. It also makes it more difficult to slip backwards into the woe is me mindset.
MBS has become my passion and I’m learning that we can do almost anything as long as we have the passion, the drive and the focus.
And so I continue blogging and sharing my deepest thoughts each day, and enjoying the energy and the power that comes from doing something that really excites me.